A New Year

So, it's a NEW year- full of NEW resolutions ( aka promises to ourselves that we will guarantee break ) Resolutions... they always sound so good and so fun- until you actually start them. I am going to make an honest effort this year to not overload myself and to only make resolutions that will be fun! And so here I am. I have decided to try the blogging one more time. Not sure why i am interested in doing so but since i never kept a diary or journal, I thought maybe this would be a way for me to vent and brag.

I am not sure who will read this blog. I don't know if I even want anyone to read this blog. I just want to take a chance with it and see if my creative juices are relieved. This will be a new creative outlet for me. There are other creative things I can be doing such as art. I love art but I never know what to draw or paint. I love reading but i don't know what new books to buy. I love shopping but it too is part of my New Year... or shall i say NOT shopping is part of my New Year. hahaha I decided that I don't need to let shopping be my only way of having fun- Nope! I decided that there is more out there than spending money. I just have to find it.

Findng THAT something might not be easy. I have been wanting to find this for years. It all started when I got seriously involved with my husband. I have always been jealous of my husband's racing. It wasn't until a year or two that I finally realized not to let my jealousy ruin my husband's love. Just because I didn't have anything fun to do doesn't mean he can't. That was so selfish of me and looking back I hate myself for how I acted. Now that I explained my drive to find "my thing" maybe you will understand why I am willing to try bloggin.

I know writing is NOT my skill but writing to myself may make me realize what I want to do or maybe somehow I will tell myself what it is that i should try and what it is that I might be good at. We'll see...

So, here i am typing away. Typing the first things that come to mind. Let's just see how long ideas keep coming and let's see how long before i write my next blog! ( hopefully sooner than 5mos - HA! )

Peace out til then.